Ok, I cant remember when is the date, and totally sorry. We had fun together and FUCKKKKKK! It was so awesome. I cant deny it, I mean I want to go there again. What a memory to remember. Thanks Mama, loveyou ♥
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
Monday, June 27, 2011
ICCT Snow World Babyhhhh
Ok, I cant remember when is the date, and totally sorry. We had fun together and FUCKKKKKK! It was so awesome. I cant deny it, I mean I want to go there again. What a memory to remember. Thanks Mama, loveyou ♥
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
23rd of may 2011 Happy Birthday Hafiz Azman
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
new chapter of life just begin
It has been 9 days already I’ve been single. Well, I just want to let you guys know that I’m officially single on 28.4.2011. It’s quite harsh for me to be a single again cause after 2 years and 9 months I’ve been in a relationship and yeah the relationship is not good enough for me. Thanks Allah, and what can I say. He doesn’t have a feeling for me. How I was being tortured after all. But who cares anyway. You’re just a useless man right? HAHA, there’s a lot of better guys for me so I don’t give a damn about it. Just want to let you guys know something, we will never be together again because when it comes to me, once you’re officially known as my EX-Boyf, you’ll forever be my EX. I wont turning back because I want to keep on moving and never look the darkness side. You can’t change me because this is who I am. No matter they (ex-boyf) come and begging to have me back and make a lot of promises, still and forever I’ll never look at them, just this one thing, I can make them as my friends. Make it clear, so too bad for you buddy, it is the end :D And thanks for everything. I want to make a new chapter of my life without you in it. I can live without you because this is Nik Noor Ashikin!
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
Just let it be like this
Well, after what I’ve had gone through this couple of months, I think that we should just be like this. Although there is a lot of question in my mind, but never mind. I don’t want to disturb my studies and life. So I just keep on going with my life. It’s up to you now. I just think that I need someone else that is much better cause Allah did respond to my pray about giving me a sign if you’re not good enough for me. And I got the answer. So just accept the reality ok? Sorry. And now, you can replace me with someone already, I know who is she, and stop lying ok? Stop with the lying. It hurts a lot of people and the one that you loves. Just take a good care of her, don’t let her feel what I’ve felt nowadays. Keep your words ok? I will take a step and leave you alone. After this, there is no turning back. Hope you wont regret with what you had chose. I just not ready to find someone although there are a lot of good, charming, sweet and matured guys come to me, and they really appreciate me, but I just want someone that can change me to be a better person. Let my love soul come by itself. Don’t worry, I know my promises and I broke it right now. Same goes to you. So I’ll find someone, one day and don’t know when. AHHA, it’s ok. Big girls don’t cry :D I’m a strong person who doesn’t know the meaning of giving up, turning back, despair and tears. I’m a strong person who knows to say ok although there is a tears in my eyes, oh-yeahhhhh, looking to the brighter sight, keep moving on, I’m fine, and always with the smile. Losing is not my option. So however you hurt me so badly and you’ve tortured my feelings, I’ll rise up and make you regret of what had happened. That is so me! Thank you.
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
What am I supposed to do?
Break-up or just take him back? Well, after thinking what he had done to me, yes I should break-up. But just because of the love and care, I can’t let you go. I’m just not ready. Allah, please help me. Give me another sign again.
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
You're such a heartbreaker
Yeah, first of all I just can’t believe what had happened to me. Now, I’m just tired with all the bullshit that you said. You and the other guys are just the same. I’m just tired to treat you well, no wonder the ladies will never stay with you. You can just take a step and heading to Rara ok? Don’t worry about me cause I ain’t care about you anymore. I can’t love you anymore like those days. Don’t think that you’re a man you can do whatever you like cause this is what will happen. Don’t call me “Baby, Sayang, Manja or else” anymore cause you’ve already no longer in my heart. Get lost from my world! Haishhh, what for you missed me so badly? Now you miss me? How bout before this? Oh totally forgot, you have someone that replaced me in your heart right? HAHA, so loser man! After all I’ve been lied with the man that I truly love him and trust him by said that he’s working and busy with the works, the company was new so busylah, and so on. But what did I get? A heartless person that is worst than that! I just cant believe what had you done till today. I won’t cry because of boys, but I will cry because of the pain in my heart. Make yourself clear please, thank you.
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
Monday, March 14, 2011
Trust me, you will miss the things you love
You seems to look fine without me anymore. But it's ok. I still need more time to see how far you can adapt with this situation. You seems like dont need me anymore. And already find someone right? AHA, see my words is not just a word. It will happen. And yeahhh, so long loser :D
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
Can you be my new baby Felix Zenger?
Yeahhh, I mean you. You know who you are. You helped me so much. Make me to stay strong like usual. Make me to made a wise choice. Give me a smile again. Your face just make me stay calm. And too bad, we're just a close friend. But I hope, you did feel what I felt about you cause you seems to have a feelings towards me. But it is just a feelings. Hihi, see I laugh again when thinking about you.
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
Sorry like usual guys D;
Yeahhh, you know what I mean. I didnt upgrade my blog cause of something. For this month is a tough month for me. Everything seems not right and unbelievable. I felt like damn weak and need someone to cheer me up. Thanks to Allah, S and I help me to laugh out loud like everyday. And I hope I can get this through as soon as possible. Guys, pray for me k? Pray for the best. I'll appreciate it so much xoxo.
With Love,
Nikki Zamri.
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