I had a big row with my dad

So here we go. Boboy was asking Shasha to do his milk. And she like ''Kejap lagi lah Boy nk tgk Britain's next top model ni!'', then Boboy asked me and I replied the same answer. And this one big head daddy in the house like pushed us to do and again and again and Shasha started to yell at Boboy, "Sabarlah Boy, sabar tu kan separuh drpd Iman!". The movie was on a break, so Abah said "Haa tgh iklan prgilah buat Sha", Shasha said, "Boboy ikut KakChik, KakChik teman je Abang tuang sendiri". Suddenly Boboy cried cause of the milk drop off from the bottle *pdhal tak tumpah sgt pun*, Shasha was in the toilet.

Then Abah went to the kitchen and started to yell

: "LAAAA, APA NI SHASHA, TOLONG ADIK PUN TAKBOLEH! BERKIRA! TUMPAH DAHHH! KIRA SGT DGN ADIK!"

and he walked in front and yelled at me out of sudden with his walk like a big daddy rapper gangster

: "SHIKIN PUN SAMA, BERAT PUNGGUNG! TGK TV JE KERJA!",

as you guys know, I am a bad-tempered. So I yelled,

:"DHDAHHH! BUANG SEMUA BUANG SEMUA!"

He yelled back,

:'MELAWAN! CAKAP ORG TUA MELAWAN!"

I said with an angry voice

: "KALAU YE PUN CKP LAH ELOK2, MANA TAK BENGANG!"

I stomped the stairs and shut-off Farah's door and heard he mumbled something and I just ignored him until now. I cried in Farah's room cause of the pain that hurts my heart badly! But its true, why must you blame Shasha and me? Boboy was laying down at ur arm when he was asking us? Why dont you help Boboy and still hoping for our help? Goshhhh! Its true what mom had said about you, and I'll fell just sorry for you Dad! Your words, attitudes and so on hurt me so much and this family! Serve yourself when everybody in this house starting to ignore you from the day that you ............ I dont want to talk bout it. And now, Shasha and me starting to ignore you. Enjoy living with Farah and Boboy. HAHAHAHA, you arrogant self-centered man! I am so pissed-off right now with you dad, sorry.

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

I put all my effort to finish up my story book

Well, I bought this one story book. The title is Girl, 15 Flirting for England by Sue Limb. Well it fun and really a teenage-life story. And the book like damn thick until I've gained my laziness and cant finish it. So I want to finish reading hopefully by the end of December cause damn I hate readings and that what made me bad in grammar. HAHA, ooopppss! Well, I must finish it so that I'll improve my English. Thats all, and pray fer me to finish the story xx

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

I'm starting to miss you

Damn -'- Can I hold on until the 13th December 2010? I hope I can cause I really miss you right now. And please do your best in the SPM. I hope you'll prove to the wrong-thoughts person. Please for us ok? Love you. Please do call me and let me know how are you doing ok? xx

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

I'll just need something to blast up my day

I am bored right now, wake up at 6. Done my prayer, farewell my mom. Woke up my brother. Online-ing FB and Blogger. Chat with the peeps at FB, update my Blogger. Upload the new images at FB, tagged peeps, waiting fer him. Pray fer him. I made a survey at the Youtube. Listen to the video, searching Chris Brown song but cant find cause I dont know the song's title. Mhm Hafiz came to house, spending his time with Shasha. I stalked people's profile, add the unknown people. Chat with my hostel mates, chat with my school mates. Giving advice to Mia cause she asked fer it. And you guys know what? I totally forgot to have my brunch. Thats why I am so weak right now. AHA, the perfect meal just to burst up my day, Hihi xx

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

A♥ Goodluck for the SPM sayang ;D

Baby just nk wish all the best fer today. Baby doakan hny, baby tau hny boleh buat kan? Go hny! Go go go!! Pape if tak dpt jwb baca astafirullah 33x, alhamdulillah 33x, subhanallah 33x, allahhuakhbar 1x. Tarik nafas and lepas. Sorry tak dpt teman hny semalam and tak call. Rasa bersalah pulak sbb baby busy isi air td. Mhm if sempat buatlah revision utk rethrough. Call lah baby ok? Whatever is hny kena chill tau jgn gabra ok? Solat jgn lupa tau! I will mich chu and lerf chu shew merch xoxo

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

SPM is on todayyyy, weehhhoooooooo :D

DUGDAPDUGDAP! Yeayyyyyyy, SPM is on today friends! Well goodluck and all the best, enjoy of facing the big war and just chilleyout like you guys used to be yeah? Thats all and 9A+ Aminnnnnnnnnnnn ;D

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

At Yaya Johan's homieeeeeee

Arisyah called me to come over Yaya's house at Kosas. Then I asked A♥ to sent me there. Here are some picture that we managed to snap. Friends are friends. No matter if u lost one of them once, you'll get them back. Arisyah and me used to lost Yaya and now we're just friends. I hope you wont forget us Yaya as we lerf chu shew murch xx

p/s; sorry the image is too small. Just click on it fer further view

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

I didnt manage to get my MacBook cause of the results -'-

Modern Math: 82

History: 76

BI: 74

BM: 70

PAI: 70

Chemistry: 64

Bio: 61

Physics: 60

Add Math: 60

So i was a bit upset right now, and my ranking in the class is 18/38. Bad enough man! *sob sob*

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

I need to sleep but I dont need to sleep

A bit indoubt here, I need to sleep but I dont need to sleep because I am afraid to sleep :D

With Love

Nikki Zamri

Where is he for this one whole day? Mhm

For real, he was missing today, no msg, no call or etc after 9am, and I am so sad for now. For God sake, arghhhhhhhhh *Chill Nikki Chill!* whatever and I just online-ing my FB and chat with FH at the MSN, I was hoping he online his MSN's acct but he does'nt. What to do, not my luck fer today. Hope my day fer tomorrow will having something interesting, yeah-right -'-

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

Selamat Hari Raya Korban peeps xx

Truly from the Bottom of My Heart xx

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

Its raining on the last day of school :DDD

Boboy and I enjoyed in the raining evening, and at night we caught a cold, but recovered on the next day. Damn -'- I am FAT now, when am I going to decreased my fucking fat? AHHA

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

Sri Hartamas

I went to Mama's friends's house at Sri Hartamas. Damn her house is like fabolous land, HAHA. And I was just a bit busybody to strike a pose and post it here. Pretend like this is my house, HAHA. Aminnnnnnnn, one day ok xx

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

I think I'm not in the good mood right now -'-

Why you kept doing the same fucking mistake?! Gosh I hate to get fuck up! I dont want to talk bad things about you cause you have your own pride and I still love you, but if you love me like you always said, why you did the past thing to me? You want to revenge? Why dont you just kill me and that will satisfied you, ohh dear. What should I do to you now? *blank angry frust sad*

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

Its 0430

Damn -'- what should I do? I need to sleep now but I cant. I dont know why. Goshhhh, I wished there's something that I can do so that I can take a good rest man. This is worst than I thoughts! I'll be completely mad on tomorrow man!!

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

Arif Chong is my English Tutor, Yeayyyyyyyyy!

So this buddy will be my English Tutor and I am so happy cause finally there is someone who's willing to help me and I appreciated it so much. Hey Arifffffff! If my english will not improve, I'll put the blame on you. BHAHAHA, yeah. I'm evil fer now *wink*. Since you said I am a weakling right? HAHA, so make me unweakling then. HAHA.

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

Nothing much right now

Last evening, I took a bath for the kittens. By the help of A♥, we managed to done in 4pm. After that, we went to nearby mamak stall and had our tea. HAHA, I was damn hungry, and then we took off. Mhm he went home early to renew his license so ok thats fine. In a nutshell, today was boringggggggg -'-

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

I miss my oldmates at the Hostel, damnnnnnn -'-

Guys, I on the phone with my old mates at SC SERI PUTERI. And I like totally miss my dorm mates like hell. Especially Anis and Nadhirah, sob sob. A bit regret to left Nadhirah and Anis cause they like the best friends of my company when I'm still in that horrible school. I still dont think that they enjoyed living there cause from what news that I heard but what to do, maybe they just wanna make me feel regret for getting out from that school, who knows but no matter what, life must keep moving on and never look back. As I was a hostel students for 4 months, so Thankyou Allah for give me to feel living in the hostel life. Now, I enjoyed my life and my studies are getting better now. I wont regret anymore, I just need to focus on my SPM and at SEMINDA, there's a lot of people that support me and cheer me up. I am HAPPY now!

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

I'm just Sad right now

Because your words hurt me too much, I just dont believed it. I've being indoubt again about us. HELP ME ALLAH! I just want the love from you, give me the right love please. Or let the guy I had be my true love, I just dont believe it. Amin D;D;D;

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

A♥ please read this and understand why I asked you just now

I read this comic book from Japan and its about love. I spot this two words and that's why I asked you. You remember right, I asked you this.

" When you are with me, will your heart suddenly beating faster or you will feel happy and comfortable?"

This is the answer dear, if you choose for the first one, you love me but if you choose the second one, you only respect and adore me. If you choose both then good. But too bad, you chose the .. one, so I know already your exactly feelings about us. Thankyou honey, I am happy whatever happened to me, its my faith :D

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

Pitsxel is being spayed, poor her and I missed having kittens

Oh nooooooooooooooooooo! Poor Pitsxel. My big baby, she's in pain right now and I was like totally sad to look at her, I cant look at her at all, but what to do, I missed her and she missed me too. She's stable but too weak right now and not active as she used to be. No matter what, I will be beside her and hope she will get well soon. Amin, Pitsxel take a good rest and a good care for you so that I'll cheer up like we used ok. Love you ♥

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

PRS Meeting

Yeayyyyyyyyyy, congrats to Yasmin for being chosen to be a president of our club and congrats to me, Joey, Alya, Maisarah, Hanisah, Azizah, Amar, Naqiuddin, Harez, Dayana, Azwin and to all the senior of PRS. I love this moment cause we are family, hehe. And the Biros, handle your people with careful yeah, we can do this together. InsyaAllah.

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

my resultssss totally sucks this time and goodBYE MacBook D:

Finally, I get to know my final results. And damn! No straight A's for now. I managed to get 2A's and 2B's. This are the subjects:

History: 71

BM: 70

Chemistry: 64

AddMath: 60

So sad for now cause what my dad bet for I cant get it, sob sob. So maybe I'll just decide to buy Acer Ferrari, muahahahhahaahahhahahha serve myself Nikki! This is the reward that you get for study at last minute!

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

zZzzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzzz -'-

Goin' to sleep, cant handle anymore. Tomorrow goin' to be a big day babyh xx

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

9th November 2010, I must come on that day!

Oh yeahhhhh, finally the end-year meeting for PRS is gping to be on this date. And guess what?! I must come and cant miss it, damn. Hope my name will be vote for anything, and I wont mind at all. HAHA, just joking. Well, whatever the results is, we have to accept it guys, just chilleyout!

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

Hey, HELL-O!

Hi, nama saya Nikki Zamri. Saya seorang remaja yg hatinya telah dicuri oleh seorang jejaka yg sakai tp macho. Mhm papepun I love him so much xx

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

God, please hear these words

Dear Allah, I'm confusing right now, what should I do? Am I doing a right decision? Why I felt so indoubt right now? Seems like I miss someone and I wish I could just say I love you. But the last word that I can say is just goodbye, hope he will feel it too.

With Love,

Nikki Zamri

For Him on 011110

Dear Ahmad Amarhayat, dont you miss this kind of mgs? I mean our anniversary's msg? I just missed the sweet words and truly words from you. Mhm, it've been 29 months already we known each other. Today I'm so happy cause there was a time for me to spend with you although I'm forgot about our anniversary. Honey, I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart if I cant make you happy like those days. The next challenge is on the next year. So stay strong with me ok? I'll be by urside forever. And please dont leave me, eventhough I want to leave you. Cause having you in my life is a wonderful moment I ever had. I love you so much :-*

With Love,

Nikki Zamri