I'm confused right now, am I a jealousy girl? I hope not. I took a test and the result is I am really sporting. But sometimes when I look at his profile, I saw a few girls chatting with him and no boys at all, so am really confusing right now. Because when it all comes to me, its all my fault. Mhm, hope you will read this. I know I'm not cheating on you or flirting with other guys, I just love to make a new friend and I can choose the one that I called a friend. Thanks. Dont conquer me too much cause you're not perfect as well as I am. Sorry to say this, I am just confused right now ='=?
WHAT'S THE MATTER OF ONLINE-ING THE FB? IS IT LOOKING LIKE I WILL FLIRTING WITH OTHER GUYS? COME'ON BOOO-YAHH! IM 16 AND A GROWN UP GIRL. WONT CHU PUT A LITTLE TRUST ON ME? WE'VE BEEN ALREADY 26MONTHS, THINK ABOUT THAT HONEY!
Yeayyy! Tomorrow is the day, Mama will bring us to shopping Raya man! I cant wait, I deserve this moment. So where is the list? I cant lost the list, it is so important to me. AHHA, I love shopping! What a memory to have.
I just miss chatting with you like before we met. I just dont know why, do you hate me? I saw you sign-in the MSN but you're not buzzing me at all. Have I done something wrong? If I did so, I owe you an apologise. Sorry ok, and just so you know. Nice to have a friend like you buddy *wink & smile*
So yesterday I went to the hospital to check on his gramma. Oh God, please unconscious her. I just cant look how his mother love her gramma so much and is willing to take care of her. Lucky you gramma have a daughter like Ibu. Mhm, to A♥ be strong. We just can give a pray to her. And you know right there is a lot of positive sign for you gramma. I'll always here for you, xx
Ok, this part begin like this. Aku dgn Shasha baru je lepas finish revised our exam subjects yesterday. Then, at about 1am, I felt so sleepy and talked a lots with her while Boboy lay down between us. Lepas tuh aku menguap gilaa sbb dh mngantuk sgt kan. Aku cepat2 prepare kan diri aku lepastuh dgn lajunya aku tundingkan jari telunjuk aku kt Shasha sambil kata "Kau lmbt, kau kene tutup lampu" cepat2 aku baring lepastuh buat bunyi berdengkur. Shasha tak pepasal gelak. Lepastu kita org gelak2 then aku tetiba nk minum air Mountain Dew Shasha. Aku minumlah then semaklah sorg budak ni which is Boboy. Dia pun join sekali. Then, aku buat plan jahat dgn Shasha utk kenekan Boboy pulak. Ya Allah, kelakar gila time tu. Boboy dgn tgh minum cepat2 pgang botol sambil baring. Then dia wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Dia ckp " Tak aci lah Abg tgh minum air *sambil mnangis*", alaaaa kesiannya tp mmg klakar lah smlm. HAHA.
Hoi budak kecik, Happy Birthday. Yang angan2 kau minta Mama nk hadiah yang mahal2 tu, aku nasihatkan tak pyhlah, sbb kau tahu kan yang kau mmg takkan dapat. HAHA, anyways. Enjoy your day little sister. Have a blast!
I had my break fasting at the Shangri-La yesterday. And my tummy was fulled of food. Like I had ate a giant burger cause of damn hungryy! HAHA, A♥ was there too cause he were companied me and Boboy to Putrajaya and I got the greenlight from Mama. Thanks Mama! It was a blast! I enjoyed eating :DD
Shasha just showed me the new Nokia phone. Goshhh! Totally awesome and I just cant decide which phone that I should buy. LG or NOKIA? Mhm, I'll just gonna put those item aside first because tomorrow Im going to have AddMath test. Wish me luck, i love AddMath.
Ok, yesterday I had the exam test of History, Chemistry and Physics. The History was totally fine. When the Chemist exam started, at the end of question, I mean section experiment, I was like Damn. But I managed to answer all of the question. At first, I thought it was fckng hard. But after the Physics test started, the hard is being tripple hard. I think that I will got a D for the Physics. Damn Physics, I need tutor. HELP!
So tomorrow is the 2nd Exam for my school and yet, I am still not prepare anything. Although tomorrow is only the BM and PAI, but I dont ready yet, especially PAI, Allah, help me! Goin' to read the PAI tonight, wish me goodluck guys and I'll hate on the next Tuesday, the teacher is killing me on that day. Mindgrain will occur ='=. ByeBye peeps, xx
Dah tahu password FB orang, online delete jelah yang orang suruh. Yang nak pergi delete yang lain pehal? Bukan dorang buat pape pun, sikit sikit nk control. Bila orang tukar password baru, paksa bgtau juga if tak bagi mula lah mcm2 konon orang ada simpan rahsia and so on lah. Ishh, bulan puasa jugalah nk buat orang marah! Nilah sebabnya orang selalu tukar password. Pleaselah, kalau trust orang, takde nak buat camni semua. Konon trustlah kan. Kalau sakit hati, byebye jelah orang. Orang redhaaa je. Dah biasa. Ishh, penat lah kene control, kene jaga perasaan manusia tuh. Mmglah FB tak bawa kemana tapi fahamlah orang nk berkawan, bukannya nak berpasang lebih2! Kata dah besar, Matured lah sikit derr. Haisshhhhh, afa kufu sabar jelahh! Selamat puasa, Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I was online-ing at 3am . And was downloading some videos at the FB and was IM-ing with Hanif. Suddenly, this one guy buzz me at the IM and told me something. Goshh, here goes the chatting :
AE: U tggu i on9 japg..i nak ngorat u..x kire
N: what the hell!
AE: just shut up and WAIT! **offline
N: buat apa!
OhMyGosh, I was freaking out that time. As fast as a lightning I told A♥ and he onlined my acct and delete him. Get a life freak! You guys want to know who is he? Well, his name on the FB is Afiq Effi. So beware ok, just wanna make you guys safe. Thankyou and carefull, xo
So pain man! I need the doctor. This is all cause of the fever I think. Mhm, I hate it, it is soooooo pain like I cant hear what chu guys were sayin' but still can hear lah. Mhm, hope will get well soon *time puasa lah mcm2 nak jadi
I was reading your old messages. And it touched me so deep inside my heart. I'm asking myself, why cant I love you like the way you love me? Am I that cruel to you? I think that I just not the perfect girl for you. Please, I just want you to know that whatever happen to us, I will always be yours and you will always be mine. I love you so much A♥ Hold on, this is just a test for us honey xx
"A : Sayang, hny tak tidur pada smlm. I'm waiting for you. Hope u'll reply my msgs sayang. I miss you a lot beautiful. My mind is always thinking bout you darling. My mind is also think that u hate me :( I dont know why? Maybe because u did'nt reply my msg and not answering my call. I love you so much sweetie. Where are you baby? Im so worried about you. Please answer my call or reply my msg even you hate me. Where are you my indie rock darling :'(("
Honey, Im sick. Sorry cant treat you like I use to treat you. And sorry for letting you alone for two days. I love you and wont hate you ♥ Thanks for understanding me xoxo
So I guess that I need to ask my mom whether I should or I should'nt go for the class. Well, I'm not well enough to go to the tuition but I'm thinking wisely that I should go cause next week I'll have the 2nd test. I'll decide later. Wished that I am happy and love the tuition like these kids. Mhm...
You spinned my head right round right round when you go down when you go down now. *F-man! I wanna to throw up but I just cant. Why is this happening to me ? What just I want is to get well soon, thankyou.
Yeah, I admit that I miss him right now. Miss the way he takes care of me when I am sick. Miss the way he hugs me tightly, miss the way he gives me the medicines and push me to eat them. And Miss everything about him. But what to do, it's Ramadhan's month and I need to be patient. I know you're strong Nikki :'D Be strong Nikki xo
So last night on 1.05am, I mean last morning, Mama took me to see the doctor. And yes the doctor said that I really got a bad fever, sore throat and flu. So the doctor gave me the MC and I need to eat the medicine. Uhh, I hate medicine but I have to eat them to feel well soon. So today am off-ing from school, and again I was just slept for one whole day. And woke-up at 12.45pm. I was quite ok now but still feel the fever. So I just need to take a rest, and finish up the medicine. Hope to get well soon seems next week is a exams week. *helpp! I still feel a bit dizzy right now, but its ok cause there is only how many hours left to break my fast. Then, I think I can feel more ok than before. Pray again for me so that Im enjoy fasting xx
This happened yesterday on 12th August. So I was at school from 7.30am-12.30pm. I felt so weak, and cant walk like fainted for one whole day. And what can I say my activities on that day was just slept in the class and did some inteview for the new PRS wannabe. Then I borrowed my friend's hndphone and sms-ing my mom. Luckily she was off from office on that day, but still I need to hold on like 1 hour before she came at 12.30pm. Only Allah know what I felt on that day, sick while fasting. Then Mama fetch me and asked me to break my fast, and I managed to not break my fast cause Im strong :DD: I guesss, mhm now am at home taking a good rest and hopefully tomorrow gonna be much better, pray for me.
So here goes the story. Well just now, Maybelle was telling me something about Mrs.R, and I was totally shock! OhMyGosh! She's still acting like a person that has nothing to do with her life? Come'on! Be matured lah, its Fasting month and why you must made me talking shit bout you haa bitch? Get a life lah, Im happy now so back-off! I used to ask you, what is the heck your probs are? Then what did you respond? Change the topics. Yeah you afraid haa cause you're totally busted! But now you start it all over again by saying that I'm always with A♥ for 24hours. So what? It seems ok and I did nothing wrong! Then you spread the rumours to my classmate by asking her whether I am madly crazy with the boys or not! WhatTheHell mthrfckr are you?! Are you jealous haa? If not, why must you busybody bout us and my family? I know what am I doing ok? Not like you, a teacher but act as not a teacher. If you really have a probs with me, come and confront with my mom. Then, you will zip-up your fcking mouth! What can I say, I hate you for my whole life! Take a note, your such a Hypocrite person and totally a coward! I'm happy and not afraid to say this to you and am glad if you read this :DD
I love AddMath. So now, am onlining at the school labcomp. Goshh, Im not well right now. Having a flu and a bit of sore throat. I hate this part right here but I managed to chill myself *smile*. So nothing much to say, just want to drop by say I enjoyed fasting xo
Abah, I want my own laptop. You promised me after I got straight A's for my PMR. So I deserved what I supposed to deserve. I hate a person who break their promise. Dont push me to hate you like those peoples. Please, I want this AppleLaptop fucking much, sob sob. Ok fine, if you dont want to give it to me, I'll push you until I get what I deserved. Ishhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
So tomorrow will begin the fasting month for the muslim. Gosh, now am feeling not well *fckr*, yesterday was fine. Tomorrow starting fasting, and why am now falling sick?! Always like this, grr. But I know it is a test for me, so tomorrow I cant talk shit anymore cause I need to respect the fasting month. And I'm not behaving hypocrite, its just... Well, I have the feeling respect towards the month. And mhm I'm cant believe that I'm gonna say these words. I'm gonna miss talking shit *shy*. The devil is gone and only the passion is left. So maybe I can holding on from not talking bad words. And you guys who are always been condemnation by me, can live peacefully starting tomorrow. AHAH, enjoy yeah as long I'm a good girl, pffftttt ='=. Well, Happy Fasting peoples. Do not skip the fast, respect them ok? Allah is watching you guys. Keep on smiling and rock your ass of as usual :D xo
Taking picture with our class teacher, Cikgu Murni
It's me on that night, totally simple
Meet Arif, the photographer. Gosh, Im fat but adorable*pffftt
The 4 Science 1 ♥
The party was a blast peeps! Everyone enjoy it so much. The place was totally 5 star, and I was totally too simple that night, never had a idea that they will dress-up! HAHA, but what to do, they said that I always look good in everything, HAHA. Proud to be myself. I love 4 Science 1 and we are not a geek freak that always study, please take a note! You guys make me happy :D Sayang Cikgu Murni xx